Insightful Life

hey there!! sometimes staying isnt a good idea sometimes we should move on,we should leave what we have and let it be   its hurts right?! well i get hurt too when people say stuff but i still trust you so much and didnt say a word 'cause i dont owe you anymore i should have known this before but all the time i spend with you makes me fall for you which isnt the right thing for now... you have important stuff to do and i shall let you go but somewhere somehow you do mean a lot to me. they left me when they found new friends you held my hand in every situation and i owe you a lot thats why i cant even think of leaving you but i think you should leave me 'cause i will ask for more and i know you aint more than a friend anymore. a girl has a lot of secrets they keep them within herself she doesnt say a word but they keep on whining about stuff deep inside. every reaction has a long story and every silence hides a lot noise within it. i think i should forget everyone and may...

hey there!! being happy is an art! i understood this today morning only sometimes you need to fool yourself to be happy or just understand the hidden truth!! they leave you because they know you will get really attached to them if we they wait until the last moment... i respect that i have someone this good in my life im a really fortunate person. i have my smriti, deepak, sumit, mukesh, sakshi didi and vipul. they are my besty and they make my life beautiful most beautiful to be very honest. sometimes moving on is the only option there's one sentence will brings both smile and tears into my eyes and that is                   "this time will pass away" i love all the people i have in my life and i know under few days they will leave me. yet im learning to be strong and to be alone. yeah he left me with thousand colors i will keep  him in my heart forever and always... he says he isnt a good person but he doesnt understand wh...

hey there!!  firstly let me tell you i do not believe in commiting suicide neither i would prefer this to others have you ever searched on Google how to commit suicide?? well you will get lots of helplines numbers to help you in changing your mind and console you. when i was in 3rd grade i tried to kill myself because i was and somewhat still am dumb i thought  couldnt live anymore. all the students used to make fun of me nobody really talked to me. they ignored me but Jyoti didnt!! she was kinda smart and always stayed with me. i dunno whether i couldnt study or i was just procrastinating through out those years but everyone left me behind 'cause of this. once my class teacher challenged me that i  wont even be able to crack campus's admission test . that day i decided to leave everything behind and move on in my life to study hard and improve myself. i took the admission test and i barely passed .the principal said i may not be able to pass in 6th grade but he gav...

hey there!!    last night i was lying on my bed and thinking about my childhood. all the memories belong to one main part of my life and that is watching cartoon well i have spent my first 10 years of life watching tv and in that also cartoons all the time. i didnt study much i just spent or i better say wasted it watching cartoons. from tom and jerry to shinchan and from doraemon to kiteretsu i watched them all😊. its not about the cartoons mainly its about the easy life we all have when we are young but as we grow old day by day things get tough for us. people start expecting things from us they want to see us more strong more serious more like themselves and not the way we are. and thats the major problem! they want us to be like them instead letting us develop our own personality... we will always look at the world the way we do the rest of the world will look at us the way it does when i say nothing will ever change well i mean it! i dont know about you but i re...

hey there!! i had no idea about what to write but i promised i will. actually whenever i run out of ideas i start talking about my past so here comes another post on my first friend Jyoti Pandey .       i was with her from the day i started going to school. she was my first and only friend till 5th grade. she was more of a sister to me, she understood me, loved me like nobody else and was my besty well one thing she is still all of this!!! i dont get to meet her but this doesnt mean why heart doesnt beat for her anymore... im like this since forever i keep on whining over small stuff and she was the one who was strong and she used to take care of me like a baby;) she lost her mother due to some psychiatric disorder this was the reason why i want to help people and the reason why i feel the pain because her mother or mine or someone else's mothers are same they love their children passionately and care for them regardless of everything. she was my friend when i ...

hey there!!   i loved you more than i should have you cared more than you could have these lines are perfect!! according to the way i look at everything going on right now he thinks i will get less hurt may be that's working but still nobody can replace you... i want to spend my every moment with you 'may be as a friend may be as someone else but i enjoy your company i enjoy being with you i never understand how time flies away whenever im with you. i dont want to leave you neither i want you to change the way you are with me. i want you to stay for ever. for others im okay with them being with others and leaving me but i want to steal you  from the entire world. the way you treat me is what i like the most about you.  live to the fullest always be happy and smile smile all the time this is what i want to say primarily. i really love the way you treat me i still remember when i needed you the most .you held my hand may be i wasnt the way you expect someone to be...

hii there!! I'm have been a little distracted lately so sorry well I'm back to you  people.... i really miss her paws on my shoulder i really miss her love and #care. i dunno whom should i blame those crazy vet docs or Mr. god or my "cant" be happy sort of  life... they say moving on isn't easy but when you have to move on from your entire life it hurts it really do. i miss my cat i was the first one to see her dead i checked her breath she was dead that morning.these vet docs had worsen her situation she could have lived but the quality of #care they have for animals here is terrible i have seen it i cant say a word but they don't even imagine what people go through because of these people's #carelessness. i know how one feels when they cant stand on their feet and when this comes to animals the situation gets worse... for #YOU i feel like i should but i cant be away from you too!! and thanks for caring and thanks for doing stuff i always wish one wo...

hey there!! im feeling a little puzzled about myself right now last night i was crying then laughing well im really really moody. sometimes and always you make me think of something new and differently at the world so #thanks. i have some people in my life who always and forever wala care for me they may not show it directly but they try to keep me smiling and happy they are always there for me when ever im sad so i love you and thanks a lot!! "love" isnt romantic ones here its just i truly care. you were with me when i was sobing late night , you make me smile all the time , you may lie but you make me laugh ,you havent done anything but you know the value so again #thanks #love you bhaiya!! they daily ask now "wished?" and i reply he came online didnt see my text as well. hahaha i am getting used too to it i have such a loving people in my life i need not shed tears on things like this. and there must be some reason as my bestie helped to in reminding myself t...

hey there!! today 12th of jan. a day after my bday i read my blog posts well not all of them but some of them surely and it may sound cheap but i loved them too😆. my favorites are  #feeling, perception and misery and happiness. they are not read by many but i love them actually i love all of them. i thought about writing super personal stuff but i wont for now and for now means for some years here 'cause if i started writing people will most probably faint!😃 yeah my life isnt that admirable by the society but people as crazy as me would love it surely i have a lot of trouble going on but still i smile like crazies! and people do hate me yeah hate! but who cares if "the one" you expect to like you likes you well here the "like" doesnt mean what it should have okay enough of jokes but yeah who cares when i sob they never come. sometimes i feel like nobody reads my blog but i didnt knew UNTIL NOW... there's someone secretly reading them! and i have some pe...

hey there!! I'm writing to write almost daily so the content may not be liked much but i will try my best.            the real pain starts when you put yourself inside a box of sarcasm. my life is full of sarcasm from the very beginning and i think its going to last forever. the day when your own friend starts making fun of you when he/she is not supposed to thats the day when everything ends. the whole relation because you didnt do it earlier but now all of a sudden you are doing it. that creates problems that creates insecurity and then they say you left me for someone else they dont even think about what we had and what we have now.this is called  painful  when your own people leave you miles away!! but still there are some people who always keep you close to them regardless of everything they may feel upset themselves but they keep you positive and try to make you happy. they are true friends the ones who go against everyone for you and onl...

hii there!! here comes another post of mine yet on family for the first time im feeling like writing something new and im proud of having such a loving one too.  MOM she is strong,elegant, and my mother above all! she has seen a lot of things in her life she made me strong she gave me a lot of patience and ability to cope up with even the worst situation. her life is tough but she stands strong and fights for a better tomorrow. she is my first and best inspiration i must say! she had fun and break downs too yet she always be there for everyone.and she will always be the first in my life no matter what happens, here or my life she will remain the best and first!! FATHER he is the best and most optimistic man one may ever meet in his/her life. he may feel helpless himself but he never shows it to anyone he still fulfills every one's needs and wants too. he wants me to fly and fly as high as possible and he wants me to have a nest as well. he is the most amazing and positiv...

hey there!! i dunno how many people have the best parents who never fight and have no issues between them. but i can proudly say that i dont ! yup i dont sometimes they know how bad their kids feel after seeing all this yet even they cant help it and thats why i personally dont believe in  A and B  sitting in the tree K-i-s-s-i-n-g!  First comes love. Then comes marriage. Then comes baby* in the baby carriage, Sucking his thumb, Wetting his pants, Doing the hula, hula dance! such stuff sounds great when we are in love and everything's just perfect but when you are still in love but things arent perfect you will get the real meaning out of it.  i as lately aint a big fan of love it hurts and leaves people weak as far as i know. i believe in success at academics the joy we get after solving math problems and running after a friend to beat him/her for making fun of you. thats happiness true happiness beyond the walls of society and its expectations i want...

hey everyone!! feelings are something complicated like we care for people who doesn't give us a damn but its not like nobody cares for us as our friends and family are always there for us regardless of everything.  when you see your "the one" with someone else the first feeling we get is that of immense pain and sorrow of not being good enough. but when you look at the picture carefully and observe the smile on their face you will too start smiling cause you didn't fall for their status what you fell for was the smile on their face and the way they are instead of with whom were they actually when we fall for people we don't know anything about them most of the time,but our true happiness lies in their smile i personally appreciate that smile regardless of everything . that may be dating anyone but the reason why i love him will always remain constant. i fell for those deep black eyes filled with curiosity and kindness. when i see him with someone else i fee...

hey everyone!!  everyone perceive different stuff differently  when people look at a picture they get many different ideas about its theme, its painter/its camera person but are all of them right? wait most of them ain't but none of them are wrong either cause nobody really is wrong or right its all about how we look at the world our thoughts are just the reflection of our true character. what we think is who we are ,our language sweet or bitter such things decide whom we are going to have in our life so far our character decides who is going to be our friend. friends are not just friends they are also the reflection of our character if you cant judge someone through the first conversation then you should find out the friend circle of that person cause then you will clearly get them. if a guy and a girl walks across a road smiling and looking into each others eye what would you think ? they are dating most probably?!! no sometimes they are best friends cause i have my best...

       here comes another post on trust,values and self pride(+ve) ones well leaving the world behind I'm here today...               some people bring misery to us. At the beginning they may seem to be in trouble themselves but after wards they get real and take off their masks of being true,innocent and loving as far as i think they get rude and crazy later. i met a guy thought he was fine he turned out to be creepy just the way my bhaii assumed him to be. not thinking about him much anymore lets talk about HAPPINESS           some people ain't meant to be together but they are best even when they are separated their love shines and their affection blossoms. when the world says you always and truly loved someone you feel damn great because i personally feel like getting loved back is not as important as getting being recognized as a true lover. sometimes one sided love is so strong that it can liv...