are you happy?

hey there!!

being happy is an art! i understood this today morning only sometimes you need to fool yourself to be happy or just understand the hidden truth!!
they leave you because they know you will get really attached to them if we they wait until the last moment... i respect that i have someone this good in my life im a really fortunate person. i have my smriti, deepak, sumit, mukesh, sakshi didi and vipul. they are my besty and they make my life beautiful most beautiful to be very honest.
sometimes moving on is the only option
there's one sentence will brings both smile and tears into my eyes and that is 
                 "this time will pass away"
i love all the people i have in my life and i know under few days they will leave me. yet im learning to be strong and to be alone. yeah he left me with thousand colors i will keep  him in my heart forever and always... he says he isnt a good person but he doesnt understand what people look for and sometimes people look for nothing but #true love and being both sided isnt important being true does but #true because my one sided is also enough for both of us. he always been the way he is crazy,cute and (a little but) #mine. his "eyes" are magical truly magical i got stuck on to them and still somewhat i am!!. the way i held his arm and tried to stop him from leaving is one of the best moments of my life i never forgot that neither will i.
each moment of that day was too precious for me. the date,the day,the person❤, and #everything. i truly love him more than i want him. i can proudly say those who doesnt understand what love is cant understand what we have between #us. he is too special for me and he understands my every feeling from the day we met each other. they think we have nothing but we keep everything in our #hearts we understand each other and we really care for each others but we never show...

i care for you
in my own strange way
may be you will never know
may be i will never show

this suites #us a lot more than anything else and yeah one more quote the first quote you saw from my id and that is

mind says,
                move on 
heart says,
                 hold on

i still keep this in my heart whenever i look at him i still get nervous after seeing you i still look here and there whenever he is around and he looks at #me.......... well these are my assumptions. i dont understand i can i love someone so hard...  many people say many things but now i wont take rubbish on my name anymore.
this is a small portion of my story. i will write more later on...
#alllove