#feelings

hey everyone!!

feelings are something complicated like we care for people who doesn't give us a damn but its not like nobody cares for us as our friends and family are always there for us regardless of everything. 

when you see your "the one" with someone else the first feeling we get is that of immense pain and sorrow of not being good enough. but when you look at the picture carefully and observe the smile on their face you will too start smiling cause you didn't fall for their status what you fell for was the smile on their face and the way they are instead of with whom were they
actually when we fall for people we don't know anything about them most of the time,but our true happiness lies in their smile i personally appreciate that smile regardless of everything . that may be dating anyone but the reason why i love him will always remain constant. i fell for those deep black eyes filled with curiosity and kindness.
when i see him with someone else i feel like someone stabbed a knife on my heart that's the bigger picture but when i see his happiness every point of jealousy fades away. i loved him for my side and still the reason remains the same after a year.
on the other side my friend fell for a girl too he saw her and that same ring rang in his heart. the way he describes her is full of affection and care. he doesn't want her to be his he wants her to be with him sometimes things are just too difficult for some people as for me my"the one" is with me he talks to me nicely and talks to me on phone and I'm his good friend but for my friend his"the one" doesn't even wanna be friends with him she doesn't wanna talk that really hurts because when you see someone online and not talking to you that immensely hurts as when this happens with me i feel awful he too sometimes ignore me this way (i think so). so i can understand my besty's  pain and  his grief. these are the common problems WE go through. there are many more i will write about them soon!!!