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today 12th of jan. a day after my bday i read my blog posts well not all of them but some of them surely and it may sound cheap but i loved them tooπ. my favorites are #feeling, perception and misery and happiness. they are not read by many but i love them actually i love all of them.
i thought about writing super personal stuff but i wont for now and for now means for some years here 'cause if i started writing people will most probably faint!π yeah my life isnt that admirable by the society but people as crazy as me would love it surely i have a lot of trouble going on but still i smile like crazies! and people do hate me yeah hate! but who cares if "the one" you expect to like you likes you well here the "like" doesnt mean what it should have okay enough of jokes but yeah who cares when i sob they never come. sometimes i feel like nobody reads my blog but i didnt knew UNTIL NOW... there's someone secretly reading them! and i have some people from my school who reads, some are my besties and some are just friends not so close.
i know what you never say well you by mistake say that sometimes may be i was and am not but hey does this matter ?!! nope this doesnt 'cause i strongly feel im not going to loose you 'cause someone i love once told me that if he's meant to be in your life he will be umm.. after so much of drama in my life im still holding on to him. its crazy i know but may be some people are "destined" to be crazily together.
listen to "let her go" i love it and "perfect" actually when you leave someone and when you find someone i have songs for both situations. their lyrics are magical !!
im getting a little emotional now this song is beautiful. let me tell you know i will always write with the hope that you will read these. you impress me 'cause for rest of the world i have to run behind them to know things but for you you know it!! i dont need to cry to you 'cause you are with me to smile with me and not make me cry for now and that for ever. may be im deciding too fast but sometimes there's no tomorrow so all we can do is be honest with everyone you love and i love you!! may be am being too emotional but you make me feel loved without any serious reasons and i cherish those! okay before i start writing more crazy stuff byee take care and love you all!!
today 12th of jan. a day after my bday i read my blog posts well not all of them but some of them surely and it may sound cheap but i loved them tooπ. my favorites are #feeling, perception and misery and happiness. they are not read by many but i love them actually i love all of them.
i thought about writing super personal stuff but i wont for now and for now means for some years here 'cause if i started writing people will most probably faint!π yeah my life isnt that admirable by the society but people as crazy as me would love it surely i have a lot of trouble going on but still i smile like crazies! and people do hate me yeah hate! but who cares if "the one" you expect to like you likes you well here the "like" doesnt mean what it should have okay enough of jokes but yeah who cares when i sob they never come. sometimes i feel like nobody reads my blog but i didnt knew UNTIL NOW... there's someone secretly reading them! and i have some people from my school who reads, some are my besties and some are just friends not so close.
i know what you never say well you by mistake say that sometimes may be i was and am not but hey does this matter ?!! nope this doesnt 'cause i strongly feel im not going to loose you 'cause someone i love once told me that if he's meant to be in your life he will be umm.. after so much of drama in my life im still holding on to him. its crazy i know but may be some people are "destined" to be crazily together.
listen to "let her go" i love it and "perfect" actually when you leave someone and when you find someone i have songs for both situations. their lyrics are magical !!
im getting a little emotional now this song is beautiful. let me tell you know i will always write with the hope that you will read these. you impress me 'cause for rest of the world i have to run behind them to know things but for you you know it!! i dont need to cry to you 'cause you are with me to smile with me and not make me cry for now and that for ever. may be im deciding too fast but sometimes there's no tomorrow so all we can do is be honest with everyone you love and i love you!! may be am being too emotional but you make me feel loved without any serious reasons and i cherish those! okay before i start writing more crazy stuff byee take care and love you all!!
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