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hey there!!
firstly let me tell you i do not believe in commiting suicide neither i would prefer this to others
have you ever searched on Google how to commit suicide?? well you will get lots of helplines numbers to help you in changing your mind and console you.
when i was in 3rd grade i tried to kill myself because i was and somewhat still am dumb i thought couldnt live anymore. all the students used to make fun of me nobody really talked to me. they ignored me but Jyoti didnt!! she was kinda smart and always stayed with me. i dunno whether i couldnt study or i was just procrastinating through out those years but everyone left me behind 'cause of this. once my class teacher challenged me that i wont even be able to crack campus's admission test . that day i decided to leave everything behind and move on in my life to study hard and improve myself. i took the admission test and i barely passed .the principal said i may not be able to pass in 6th grade but he gave me admission may be 'cause i belonged to my family or he had some sympathy for hindi medium students.
i joined the school and on the first day i met tapas bhatt and with him sumit maurya was setting. tapas talked to me and sumit didnt (someday i will write the entire story in detail). ma'am rao taught me alphabets and asked all the hindi medium students (including me of course) to write a para daily in english from any book. i repeated this the entire year and she was right i am here today typing not so fast yet fast a blog for my dear readers. ma'am rao is "the one" i care for she made me who im today and i owe her a lot to be very honest... many things happened meanwhile i made new friends then lost most of them but now i just have Sumit Smriti and Deepak with me. many ups and downs come and go but some people never leave our side they may pretend to be against you but they support you if anything goes wrong. sumit and smriti were against me but now when im in problem and they are facing some problems 'cause me then also they are my bestie. they still care for me and love me as much as they used to. these are called best friends they never leave you no matter what HAPPENS really WHAT happens...
i met many people in my life but only some became a part of it i made many friends but only some of them owe me and i loved few and non of them ever cared for me...
firstly let me tell you i do not believe in commiting suicide neither i would prefer this to others
have you ever searched on Google how to commit suicide?? well you will get lots of helplines numbers to help you in changing your mind and console you.
when i was in 3rd grade i tried to kill myself because i was and somewhat still am dumb i thought couldnt live anymore. all the students used to make fun of me nobody really talked to me. they ignored me but Jyoti didnt!! she was kinda smart and always stayed with me. i dunno whether i couldnt study or i was just procrastinating through out those years but everyone left me behind 'cause of this. once my class teacher challenged me that i wont even be able to crack campus's admission test . that day i decided to leave everything behind and move on in my life to study hard and improve myself. i took the admission test and i barely passed .the principal said i may not be able to pass in 6th grade but he gave me admission may be 'cause i belonged to my family or he had some sympathy for hindi medium students.
i joined the school and on the first day i met tapas bhatt and with him sumit maurya was setting. tapas talked to me and sumit didnt (someday i will write the entire story in detail). ma'am rao taught me alphabets and asked all the hindi medium students (including me of course) to write a para daily in english from any book. i repeated this the entire year and she was right i am here today typing not so fast yet fast a blog for my dear readers. ma'am rao is "the one" i care for she made me who im today and i owe her a lot to be very honest... many things happened meanwhile i made new friends then lost most of them but now i just have Sumit Smriti and Deepak with me. many ups and downs come and go but some people never leave our side they may pretend to be against you but they support you if anything goes wrong. sumit and smriti were against me but now when im in problem and they are facing some problems 'cause me then also they are my bestie. they still care for me and love me as much as they used to. these are called best friends they never leave you no matter what HAPPENS really WHAT happens...
i met many people in my life but only some became a part of it i made many friends but only some of them owe me and i loved few and non of them ever cared for me...
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