let it be

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hey there!!
sometimes staying isnt a good idea sometimes we should move on,we should leave what we have and let it be  its hurts right?! well i get hurt too when people say stuff but i still trust you so much and didnt say a word 'cause i dont owe you anymore i should have known this before but all the time i spend with you makes me fall for you which isnt the right thing for now... you have important stuff to do and i shall let you go but somewhere somehow you do mean a lot to me. they left me when they found new friends you held my hand in every situation and i owe you a lot thats why i cant even think of leaving you but i think you should leave me 'cause i will ask for more and i know you aint more than a friend anymore.
a girl has a lot of secrets they keep them within herself she doesnt say a word but they keep on whining about stuff deep inside. every reaction has a long story and every silence hides a lot noise within it.
i think i should forget everyone and may be i should get close to people anymore because its getting hurtful day by day they dont tell the truth and when you ask them they leave you broken into pieces. sometimes they do tell you the truth but the problem is that the truth is way more hurtful then them hiding it from you!! 
i will be your moon you will be my sun
i share all my happiness and sorrow with you
your voice leaves me mesmerized and
your heart keeps me deep inside...
i havent yet completed it but i will sooner or later most probably i have written a lot for my smriti but inside my heart but it never came on paper may be paper isnt worth writing on for the one person who truly loves me and i love her too!! no matter whether im wrong or right she's always mine and that matters the most to me. i never lie may be thats why people trust me but its the worst thing too when you dont want to show your feelings but you have too.

HOW TO STAY SRTONG
i dunno how to be strong no i dont my heart breaks quite often and my soul is so lost but theres one thing i try and that is to shine as bright as possible because everything will fade away but that wont!! im strong i have my besties and my life with them is more and amazing because not everyone gets such amazing people in there life and i got best of the world. some are excellent and some are mine and by mine i meant it they stay with me no matter what really happens. being strong is important and im damn strong!! im done with crying and missing people who dont even give a damn. now its time to talk about stuff like what i have and how happy am i with it. well when someone mentions "just friends" thats the alarm that something serious is "on" about whom you need to think. i have a good plan and an amazing life. well to be very honest i was crying when i started writing but with time and a small chat im doing great now and i dont need anyone to complete me im great myself...


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