fresh start

hey there!!
im feeling a little puzzled about myself right now last night i was crying then laughing well im really really moody. sometimes and always you make me think of something new and differently at the world so #thanks. i have some people in my life who always and forever wala care for me they may not show it directly but they try to keep me smiling and happy they are always there for me when ever im sad so i love you and thanks a lot!! "love" isnt romantic ones here its just i truly care.
you were with me when i was sobing late night , you make me smile all the time , you may lie but you make me laugh ,you havent done anything but you know the value so again #thanks #love you bhaiya!!
they daily ask now "wished?" and i reply he came online didnt see my text as well. hahaha i am getting used too to it i have such a loving people in my life i need not shed tears on things like this. and there must be some reason as my bestie helped to in reminding myself this last night.
"EYES" they have a lot to do with me i know people with green,brown and black eye color(me). all of them look #perfect but those eyes say more than what we do, they say what we never say as well!
    now i have decided i wont think about "the one" and enjoy my life well im doing this now too but from now onward i will focus on this genuinely. the idea of "the one" make me smile then sob quickly. i never met a person who never left me they leave as soon as they come interestingly. some do stays for some times but later they leave too without a "good"byee .what makes me crazy about you is that no matter what happens we end up chilling together and thats what smriti said "so and so"
but yeah that makes me stay too may be i shouldnt think so much about you but i cant resist as i strongly feel you are better than me and deserve a lot!
i tiltled it"fresh start" because i will try to write about new stuff now um... may be i wont but i will try to write about places,memories and people specifically, now onwards.
P.S. i almost just woke up so i have written almost anything so dont mind!plzz and its unedited too!!

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