Insightful Life

Feeling lost hey there !! nowadays i am home for some time a whole month ughh... its crazy its tough so what i do the entire day is read books, study and do math yeahh and my mother says she’s in her world she doesnt smile she looks as if shes in tension and shes always lost! so this is what my mother says for me... now what i feel is i dunno how to be more active the thing i do the most is and i try to do is spend time with myself, reading books really make me happy and studying is to achieve something which which pay for all my bills obviously heh heh. computer science is my favorite and google or amazon is something i wanna work for now these dreamy and drizzy thoughts make me feel meaningful and make my mother think i am lost in my life. yeahh i am living a senseless and meaningless life and insecurity is on the top. insecure to such extent that i feel scared and i try to keep my privacy tight like who follows me and sees my stuff. i am always coscious about all this may...

Flash backs hey there!! im spending most of my time at home nowadays as here we are having summer holidays and i have plenty of books to read really plenty of books. i am reading the one you cannot have by preety shenoy. the story has many flash back scenes while reading i too went to my past those days and if you think i am only wondering about the days without you then no i miss the wish you as well just so many things but now i m a bit afraid if i could write i think i can write about it in future someday there’s so much may be who knows one day i will or my friend will write all these sweet cum cute memories in a book. i think this book will be a bestseller you know at the age of 15 who would believe that a person as young and innocent looking can come up with these many things. A part of me wanted to write about ghosting and online safety plus privacy so here it comes. ummm... have you ever been a victim of ghosting ?? well this happens with people often when they use...

I still think about you : book review now so that i have read the whole novel by Arpit Vageria the one thing i would love to ask him is   isnt this novel a non fiction ?? well i loved his work he poured down emotions feelings and all that under 100 and 78 or some pages really this book is one of the finest that i have ever read in my life i really loved it enjoyed it and if anyone ever asks me hows it then read it yourself its worth buying its ending is more prettier than the ending of any other book. the story may seem a bit shattered but the content in the end settles down and it leaves you so much astonished and amazed. why recommend ? 1.        this is a book of an indian author and if you think they dont write well or you think they create unnecessary drama like chetan bhagat then you need to read this novel   it will change the way you think!! 2.        its thin really like 178 pages aint much for a...

BOOK REVIEW : THE ONE YOU CAN NOT HAVE a life lesson as usual hard to accept. yeahh i finally finished the one you can not have by preety shenoy she really writes beautifully and realistically because this story has so much to do with more than four people their lives and stuff just each person had something beautiful to say and their condition feels so real. if i had to describe the book in two words then they would be real and magical   at times you will feel reality pouring down you while reading but rest of the story remains magical a bit of destined the characters appears! i read the book thoroughly   and felt like it shouldnt end but somewhere i knew it would... while the story keeps on moving on between the three protagonist Anjali Aman and Shruti they go in flashbacks   and i too went in to my past and felt like the things are happening again and to some extent i realized where i have been wrong (by wrong i mean too clingy) and how things could have...

Flash backs hey there!! i love this quote its for that one person!! who will never read my blog heh heh... im spending most of my time at home nowadays as here we are having summer holidays and i have plenty of books to read really plenty of books. i am reading the one you cannot have by preety shenoy. the story has many flash back scenes while reading i too went to my past those days and if you think i am only wondering about the days without you then no i miss the wish you as well just so many things but now i m a bit afraid if i could write i think i can write about it in future someday there’s so much may be who knows one day i will or my friend will write all these sweet cum cute memories in a book. i think this book will be a bestseller you know at the age of 15 who would believe that a person as young and innocent looking can come up with these many things. A part of me wanted to write about ghosting and online safety plus privacy so here it comes. ummm... have yo...

  Letters From A Father To His Daughter: ‘more interesting than any other story or novel that you may have may read’   BOOK REVIEW i have been thinking about writing book reviews so let me start with a nice one let me start with my one of the favorites. this book is a collection of letters exchanged between Pandit Jawaharlal Nehru and and Mrs. Indira Gandhi this book contains the letters written in jail to Indira when she was 11 or 12 and was spending her time in Messorie umm I’m not good with spellings so forgive me for that. From how these small sediments of sands are formed to evolution and the world history along with the world’s literature. every small detail of the world like language related transformations and all everything that one would love to teach their children is given in it.   i can quote and write further as well okay lemme create a huge and nice book review an actual one here. A priceless collection of letters from one legendary leade...

The Beautiful YOU Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder Everyone is cunning, anyone can be pretty but only few are beautiful and I can proudly say that I know some beautiful people. Beauty is when you are broken but you stand strong, beauty is when you are ruined but you smile like nobody else. When you want to lose hope there’s someone who holds you who cares, who loves you unconditionally and makes us believe that We are worth living. when I lost hope I met people who umm... my friends helped me in everything they cleared mess they made me believe that I am someone good I can be happy in my life they often ask me if I am happy if things are going well between me and people and even when I m not happy their “be happy” leaves me glad and so much inspired to be “happy”. I have met many people in my life but strangely only the people I have as my friends, remained in my life may be people are too tricky may be people are too creepy but interestingly all of them give us some...

My High school Story : Unbel ievable now you you   might be wondering why   am i calling it unbelievable then lemme tell you it really is yeah so my first day was like ... i was waiting for this day since the day i was born or heehee the day my parents started expecting stuff from me like good grades and a brighter future thats the thing and i the little fellow what i waslooking for was memories and of course to fulfill my parents expectations!! the first day ... i dont really remember much but as i entered the class sim and sammy were sitting together and i was supposed to find a partner for myself and secondly there was some guy who was blushing after seeing me heehee this is another idiot umm... leave it our class teacher was looking at us a bit tiredly a bit more hopelessly and a lot more with the feeling of being destined with us the students of 10 th C and our english teachers along with other teachers they were all scaring us like boards boards and blahs b...

Hey there!! It’s been a long time since I wrote my last blog post, there’s so much to write about like book reviews , experiences and so much more. Yeah I do love writing and reading I dunno how many book so have read by now but I have hardly 10 of my own I have been thinking of collecting books of my own than reading library and my friends collection. Well I’m here to write about my 9th grade experience … We went to 9th grade still ma’am Rao was teaching us this time it was chemistry instead of just science. As always 9th grade seemed to be a bit tough to me the syllabus and everything. Moreover we we’re scared and mentally sick of seeing so much of study material at one place and so much of other things . My friends back then and still are Smriti and Shambhavi . My whole year was much more exhausting by math I didn’t like it and math too hated me 😂 I wanted to be a psychiatrist I wanted to avoid math and join some research on a foreign land . My life was complicated more because ...

Hey there! It's the tale of 27.04.2014 I was eleven years old. It was my first day at school I promised to study well and work on myself and that was my game day my day to begin my new journey the red building of campus fascinated me a lot just the way it still does my story from sarswati shishu mandir to campus school pantnagar started on that day. My mind was filled with ideas such as I'm going to learn so much and I'm going to achieve excellency through this place. I didn't knew a word of English and still I had the confidence of achieving every possible thing and even today when I'm in class 11th after so much of time time is tough on me on everyone to be exact but I'm still trying to have the same confidence I know if I can go through so much of pain in my life then I can definitely handle my 5 choosen subjects! I love math and info tech is going to help me in achieving my dreams that's my way out to excellence that I have choosen others have differen...

Hey there !!! As we all know along with our age grows out responsibilities and those responsibilities bring more tension both in academic life and in personal life sometimes we start acting like the people we miss yeah I'm acting that way as well! It's just sometimes we need some space some time alone to bring back the dead soul inside us which is tired of every single thing happening around sometimes people take us for granted they think they can act the way they want and everything will be fine when they want but the one thing they need to know is nothing will ever be the way they want and in ones life their circumstances need to be in their control and are majorly just the reflection of their past for my life I have dunno spent dunno wasted but definitely learnt something really important after my half year of 10th grade earlier I was all into memorizing science acing math and achieving excellence in sst after that I ended up in planning plotting wasting time in things we ...

Hey there!!! I'm back after a long time so... A lot of content is awaiting and keep checking blog coz I will try to publish soon all the stuff I wrote meanwhile... There's so much to say there's so much to be listened to but every time all what we do is just impose our situation on others without really realising how hard time act on others. The relationship between parents and children. Parents expect their children to be perfect they want their children to be the way they want the way they control their life but for children who cares how they feel about their personal needs and their personified life. Sometimes we go up sometimes we go down we feel down we feel high but the one thing which hurts the most is that people don't realize what others are going through they just impose... fake reputation, mood swings all these things affect our emotions our mental health. If someone let of that doesn't mean we wanna leave or we wanna let go 'cause of no reason it...

from clicking pictures together, from waiting for each other, from smiling after seeing each other to finally ignoring each other more than any one else… today again I went on a walk a long walk actually I was looking at the trees the sky the beauty of the universe everything seems so beautiful and it gets way prettier when you walk with your best friend I had my smriti the one I never fought with, the one who never misunderstood me, who never felt that I ever gave her less importance in my life this is the one bond you love having the one bond everyone around me understands. We were discussing how we are getting emotion less when people hurt your feelings and breaks your heart quite often you do get emotionless! For me I m used to this now smriti is also facing this. Sometimes people start giving importance to people who makes fun of them, who uses them and those who think they are fools. I prefer being away and well sometimes we better! I had enough lessons on thi...

Another evening I spent with her only with her!! She looked at me and smiled and I too glanced back at her. I didn’t intend to cry but she knew the feeling I had behind everything when I finally said it I conveyed my thoughts that now even if god came on earth to ask me out I m going to say a big no or I will straight block now no conversations needed now! Because I m enough broken enough hurt she replied one day there will a guy who will fall for you and your looks and your body wont be the reason behind it your soul your personality will be the main cause I didn’t smile this time I just listened to her and I myself confessed to me that I wont fall for anyone now I wont look for anyone now I wont look at people that way ‘cause you know what all these things ain’t important anymore more important is the bond I have with Sammy and smriti I want to work on this issue I want to make it unbreakable unimaginable. I love Sammy a lot she understands me very well I understand her very w...

Holding on to destiny! still remember how I felt when he left me by saying now I have mine own story. Whenever I try to explain my problem my pain my sorrow to others they behave like I am doing this for no reason I am feeling bad for no reason well am I really?? Some understand the sorrow many doesn’t they don’t even think that those who left where the main reason why I found the one I have right now. My story can only be understood by those who themselves lived in those moments that struggle that life to whom I no longer belong. That one smiled crashed the worlds and that one leave me now broke the hearts! It was like thanks for being with me when I had no one else but now since I have found someone who may leave and don’t forget to not get upset with it ‘cause you never had any right on me neither you have any! So leave me for ever don’t look back I wont care for you even for once all you need is to leave me forever! These are the unspoken words but the ones spelled out lou...