a walk of friendship.....

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Another evening I spent with her only with her!! She looked at me and smiled and I too glanced back at her. I didn’t intend to cry but she knew the feeling I had behind everything when I finally said it I conveyed my thoughts that now even if god came on earth to ask me out I m going to say a big no or I will straight block now no conversations needed now! Because I m enough broken enough hurt she replied one day there will a guy who will fall for you and your looks and your body wont be the reason behind it your soul your personality will be the main cause I didn’t smile this time I just listened to her and I myself confessed to me that I wont fall for anyone now I wont look for anyone now I wont look at people that way ‘cause you know what all these things ain’t important anymore more important is the bond I have with Sammy and smriti I want to work on this issue I want to make it unbreakable unimaginable. I love Sammy a lot she understands me very well I understand her very well above all I care about   each other the most I know her stories that nobody else does and she knows mine too! When it comes to love we do really love her well her birthday is coming on 22nd February I miss those days we spent together those times those moments.
The pain behind our every smile didn’t vanish away but it faded in ours eyes those wounds became larger just the way the space between us did! World changed pretty much for both of us we made new friends thought the new ones are more reliable than us but deep inside some sort of regrets lived within us.
We never say some of the things but we mean them we never show some of the feelings but we keep them they may be of hurt they may be of love or hatred but they remain in our heart forever!
A lot has happened they met they left they broke they never looked back!! This line is for the guy I met in our school corridor back in 9th grade…

I feel like focussing on who never left who kept their ego aside for only you! I still walk back to you as you are my friend and I m stupid enough to do all the things the rest of the world asks me not to! I respect you a lot I love you as a friend a lot and I shouldn’t think much about this topic now…
Smile is the only curve which sets everything straight… I read this line back in 6th or 7th grade now I truly disagree ‘cause this smile is no longer used to set things straight they are moreover used to confuse people and what can I possibly say about smiles now…………….
Walking with my smriti made me say so many things yeah from the topic of self-realisation to the topic of cheating and then unloving and moving on and then being crazy for friends! Every single topic discussed and still so much is left so much is unspoken and so much is left! We make plans but god has his own plans which he implies on us all the time!
Some people are destined I believe in destiny so much destiny is what I have to share with my smriti. its what I have with my animesh we leave we come back that’s friendship helping each other is the most important thing those who poured love actually never helped those who don’t believe in showing off their feelings I love you!! A lot !! thanks for being with me!!!!!!..............


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