Insightful Life

from clicking pictures together, from waiting for each other, from smiling after seeing each other to finally ignoring each other more than any one else… today again I went on a walk a long walk actually I was looking at the trees the sky the beauty of the universe everything seems so beautiful and it gets way prettier when you walk with your best friend I had my smriti the one I never fought with, the one who never misunderstood me, who never felt that I ever gave her less importance in my life this is the one bond you love having the one bond everyone around me understands. We were discussing how we are getting emotion less when people hurt your feelings and breaks your heart quite often you do get emotionless! For me I m used to this now smriti is also facing this. Sometimes people start giving importance to people who makes fun of them, who uses them and those who think they are fools. I prefer being away and well sometimes we better! I had enough lessons on thi...

Another evening I spent with her only with her!! She looked at me and smiled and I too glanced back at her. I didn’t intend to cry but she knew the feeling I had behind everything when I finally said it I conveyed my thoughts that now even if god came on earth to ask me out I m going to say a big no or I will straight block now no conversations needed now! Because I m enough broken enough hurt she replied one day there will a guy who will fall for you and your looks and your body wont be the reason behind it your soul your personality will be the main cause I didn’t smile this time I just listened to her and I myself confessed to me that I wont fall for anyone now I wont look for anyone now I wont look at people that way ‘cause you know what all these things ain’t important anymore more important is the bond I have with Sammy and smriti I want to work on this issue I want to make it unbreakable unimaginable. I love Sammy a lot she understands me very well I understand her very w...

Holding on to destiny! still remember how I felt when he left me by saying now I have mine own story. Whenever I try to explain my problem my pain my sorrow to others they behave like I am doing this for no reason I am feeling bad for no reason well am I really?? Some understand the sorrow many doesn’t they don’t even think that those who left where the main reason why I found the one I have right now. My story can only be understood by those who themselves lived in those moments that struggle that life to whom I no longer belong. That one smiled crashed the worlds and that one leave me now broke the hearts! It was like thanks for being with me when I had no one else but now since I have found someone who may leave and don’t forget to not get upset with it ‘cause you never had any right on me neither you have any! So leave me for ever don’t look back I wont care for you even for once all you need is to leave me forever! These are the unspoken words but the ones spelled out lou...

birthday gift story! Everything started when I got to know his bday is on 16 th of Dec. of course I was supposed to give him something as a gift so our struggle of what to give started there! When I say our I refer to smriti, Sammy, sumit , Deepak, sakshi didi and animesh as well yeah!!! Firstly I had to decide what to give I was thinking about 60 rupee chocolate well he is damn good so he wouldn’t have mind that yet my friends!! So they figured out from their people “source” they call them about what to give so from card to it changed to bracelet when he himself refused to have cards and chocolates both! I asked animesh what to gift a guy he suggested some stuff too well didn’t knew what was written on our story back then actually!! Lol It was the great day of dec it was 13 th dec Thursday damnn!! Thursday again!! Umm.. I will narrate my another story too one day 😉 So I and Sammy went to market after school and the actual epic story started there only… we went to one...

Confused feelings So I have learnt another skill lately from three different people first my cousin then my friend and last a you tube video names this isn’t love by jay Shetty. The summary was if you have true feelings then you wont leave even if that person asks you to! Tough right ?! well I wont be tough it will be joyful if you have true feelings for someone and are especially if you are as shameless as me! Lol For some people we want to “use” them and for some people we want to see them grow stronger and wiser than you met them. That’s called true love this doesn’t mean that sort of love its also and mainly about friendship and other relationships! The one we have with our elders and teachers … I usually get upset over small stuff but only for someone and not the other well its about I want to let him be the way he is and I want to see the other one each day wanna know how is he and wanna wake up with every morning in my future well it isnt possible umm I believe in destin...

hey there!! so the story is all about how and why we are the way we are today listening to music especially when i feel sad #chainsmokers are best when it comes to inspiration and then love is about #hasley songs and hima and i is also great friends and friends i have a lot of them but i have only few real friends the real ones understands my every situations deeply. friends hold you when your own family leaves you and i have true friends to be very honest and when i was walking on the ground floor corridor my smriti said isnt that the point from where he waved at you for the first time i replied yeah life has changed a lot now and this building has a lot of stories living inside it. living memories of hatred love and friendship and so much more live in my Campus School Pantnagar . all the things going on behind the buidling, washroom drama skipping classes together everything made us bond strong really strong!! with friends only teachers hate that but im happy i have my Sammy my...

hey there!! here comes my fav topic and thats #people well by people i usually mean my friends 'cause i dont consider others and i shouldnt 'cause otherwise i will be sad and nothing. so i feel really good sometimes when he says he wont leave me but this reminds me of how shambhavi promised me to be with me forever but left me in not even in the middle for such a small reason i still somewhere somewhat really miss my shambhavi because when i love someone for once  i love them for ever ... this is true in every case and my bhaii a lot of things are going on still i hold on to people and things im holding on to my cactii and my holding on to "him" as well. i felt today like you have promised someone that you wont let me feel lonely and true you didnt! my memories are my treasure and now whenever i feel sad i remind myself of the people i have in my life 'cause they are unique and are the best of them all deepak,sumit,animesh,vipul,smriti and sakshi didi all a...