how PEOPLE really THINK?!!
hey there!!
here comes my fav topic and thats #people well by people i usually mean my friends 'cause i dont consider others and i shouldnt 'cause otherwise i will be sad and nothing.
so i feel really good sometimes when he says he wont leave me but this reminds me of how shambhavi promised me to be with me forever but left me in not even in the middle for such a small reason i still somewhere somewhat really miss my shambhavi because
when i love someone for once
i love them for ever...
this is true in every case and my bhaii a lot of things are going on still i hold on to people and things im holding on to my cactii and my holding on to "him" as well.
i felt today like you have promised someone that you wont let me feel lonely and true you didnt! my memories are my treasure and now whenever i feel sad i remind myself of the people i have in my life 'cause they are unique and are the best of them all deepak,sumit,animesh,vipul,smriti and sakshi didi all are my besty others admire them and i have them! this is the best thing and they are close to me as well and when i say "close" i meant it well close is also an understatement!😏😏
sometimes i feel like saying the truth out loud and seeing every ones shocked faces but still i manage to not speak 😁 im fortunate enough to have so much caring and loving people in my life. every one has loving and caring people in there life they just need to find them and talk to them.
the session is about to end and my feelings are just the way they were when the year started my smriti will understand this !! well to be very honest i m more of a shy person who doesnt really care about what people say but i do feel embarrassed now since i cant do anything let it be...
MY HINDI TEXTS
i still remember how i used to text vipul in english then when i texted him in hindi for the first time he replied finally hindi boli tumne afterwards i continued texting him in hindi btw he doesnt get much of english but he tries to impress with what he has! i have totally copied the way he texts his and mine texts and writing style may be similar 'cause i learnt it from him. in the year 2017 i was full english i didt like hindi especially texting people but now 2018-2019 i have completely changed. now hindi is my default texting language lol ...
MY SORROW
they think im dissappointed 'cause i didnt get him but the main thing is when i saw him
MY bhaii
he is my besty he is my baby he is my jaan he is my worls he never leaves me and the idea of him leaving me freaks me out the end of our convo is i love you bhaii and i love you too behen. he stays by my side and takes care of me❤.
MY besty
he is the one creature whose pics are scarce on fb and insta doesnt have a single pic of him. well he is the one guy i know i can say anything to and do anything with and he wont take it wrongly he holds me whenever i feel upset and he's my one favorite person. i really admire the way he thinks and hides his emotions. he loves her but he now never lets anyone feel it or see it!! thats the one thing i like the most about him. he is leaving us may be this year but i know i wont forget my bhaii my besty my sumit for ever! he is so positive and so kind. he has solution for every problem i still remember the moments when i try to tease him and he feels shy i intentionally teased him to see him blush a lot but he know me and i know him im flirty and he is my bhaii and my besty...!
MY Smriti
my active readers know this is the girl whom i call my besty and she is the one i love the most she knows me and i know her. sometimes we say things together at the same time and the special thing is that we say the same stuff! she lives in my heart and i live in hers... and sakshi didi is also just like my sister she takes care of me just the way she takes care of smriti i love her too!!
MY Sammy
she is my girlfriend and when i say gf i mean it she is my love since 9th grade we are together we saw each other going down and up both we stood with each other during our hard times and lived our happy yet more of adventurous life together.
#livelong sec' C 10th grade 2018-2019 batch
here comes my fav topic and thats #people well by people i usually mean my friends 'cause i dont consider others and i shouldnt 'cause otherwise i will be sad and nothing.
so i feel really good sometimes when he says he wont leave me but this reminds me of how shambhavi promised me to be with me forever but left me in not even in the middle for such a small reason i still somewhere somewhat really miss my shambhavi because
when i love someone for once
i love them for ever...
this is true in every case and my bhaii a lot of things are going on still i hold on to people and things im holding on to my cactii and my holding on to "him" as well.
i felt today like you have promised someone that you wont let me feel lonely and true you didnt! my memories are my treasure and now whenever i feel sad i remind myself of the people i have in my life 'cause they are unique and are the best of them all deepak,sumit,animesh,vipul,smriti and sakshi didi all are my besty others admire them and i have them! this is the best thing and they are close to me as well and when i say "close" i meant it well close is also an understatement!😏😏
sometimes i feel like saying the truth out loud and seeing every ones shocked faces but still i manage to not speak 😁 im fortunate enough to have so much caring and loving people in my life. every one has loving and caring people in there life they just need to find them and talk to them.
the session is about to end and my feelings are just the way they were when the year started my smriti will understand this !! well to be very honest i m more of a shy person who doesnt really care about what people say but i do feel embarrassed now since i cant do anything let it be...
MY HINDI TEXTS
i still remember how i used to text vipul in english then when i texted him in hindi for the first time he replied finally hindi boli tumne afterwards i continued texting him in hindi btw he doesnt get much of english but he tries to impress with what he has! i have totally copied the way he texts his and mine texts and writing style may be similar 'cause i learnt it from him. in the year 2017 i was full english i didt like hindi especially texting people but now 2018-2019 i have completely changed. now hindi is my default texting language lol ...
MY SORROW
they think im dissappointed 'cause i didnt get him but the main thing is when i saw him
- i fell for him
- i knew he wont be mine
- neither i wanted him to be mine
MY bhaii
he is my besty he is my baby he is my jaan he is my worls he never leaves me and the idea of him leaving me freaks me out the end of our convo is i love you bhaii and i love you too behen. he stays by my side and takes care of me❤.
MY besty
he is the one creature whose pics are scarce on fb and insta doesnt have a single pic of him. well he is the one guy i know i can say anything to and do anything with and he wont take it wrongly he holds me whenever i feel upset and he's my one favorite person. i really admire the way he thinks and hides his emotions. he loves her but he now never lets anyone feel it or see it!! thats the one thing i like the most about him. he is leaving us may be this year but i know i wont forget my bhaii my besty my sumit for ever! he is so positive and so kind. he has solution for every problem i still remember the moments when i try to tease him and he feels shy i intentionally teased him to see him blush a lot but he know me and i know him im flirty and he is my bhaii and my besty...!
MY Smriti
my active readers know this is the girl whom i call my besty and she is the one i love the most she knows me and i know her. sometimes we say things together at the same time and the special thing is that we say the same stuff! she lives in my heart and i live in hers... and sakshi didi is also just like my sister she takes care of me just the way she takes care of smriti i love her too!!
MY Sammy
she is my girlfriend and when i say gf i mean it she is my love since 9th grade we are together we saw each other going down and up both we stood with each other during our hard times and lived our happy yet more of adventurous life together.
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