a life filled with #friends and #memories

hey there!!

so the story is all about how and why we are the way we are today listening to music especially when i feel sad #chainsmokers are best when it comes to inspiration and then love is about #hasley songs and hima and i is also great

friends and friends i have a lot of them but i have only few real friends the real ones understands my every situations deeply. friends hold you when your own family leaves you and i have true friends to be very honest and when i was walking on the ground floor corridor my smriti said isnt that the point from where he waved at you for the first time i replied yeah life has changed a lot now and this building has a lot of stories living inside it. living memories of hatred love and friendship and so much more live in my Campus School Pantnagar . all the things going on behind the buidling, washroom drama skipping classes together everything made us bond strong really strong!!
with friends only teachers hate that but im happy i have my Sammy my besty my sis my gf
today i shared a pic on my insta story i m thinking about sharing that on my blog to i will someday ...
 she calls me jidi "stubborn" to be honest im really so 'cause i dont let go of people yeah sometimes i feel like fighting for people im really bad when it gets to that i can go insane over those things.

Lets talk about love she mentioned it to me and I replied loving your self is a better option now. We all move on with time and we should well we should dwell on what we don’t have and chill with what we got. I never expected anyone to be in my life but shambhavi is someone who broke my heart by leaving me on such a small issue… I still somewhere love her a lot she’s my sister and will always be when we truly love someone for once we love them forever this is true. I cant forget shambhavi and what she did to me doesn’t really matter anymore! I am waiting for her to return one day and I will welcome her with a warm hug im damn sure 

We shall stay positive and move on those who want to leave us will leave us and those who never belonged well what can we say about those now… my heart now says let them go and really moving on isn’t that bad when you knew they never belonged to you that they are leaving now its just that you gave them importance and they gave you a bit of it in return and nothing more.

My first priority are my besties now! They are my backbone they support me forever and stand by me always! I never think about what others say and what others do anymore because all they do is backbiting☹ I and my smriti we are used to such people now they say shit about us but we never care….

Today I saw true affection in ma’am Lalita Rao’s voice and eyes. She wants us to be happy and live healthily. I want to make her proud I said thousand times that’s the only wish I have right now because I admire her a lot and I wrote that.

um... i was crying yesterday when my class teacher ma'am rao left us class she didnt see that but i couldnt speak a word 'cause somewhere somehow she really affects me her voice, her smile and everything i feel like she is my mother. she taught me a lot of things like how am i suppose to stay with guys 'cause we wont find a all girls workplace ever and how to work hard , stay strong and live in each moment. her voice is really soothing i feel like my mother is there talking to me to be very honest ma'am rao trusts me more than anyone else she knows i can do great and she believes in it too!! she is the only reason why i try so hard to be the #best of me i see expectations in her eyes yet there is a lot of care and love for all of us!
she is teaching me since i was 11 years old now im 16 years old and i still want more of her time and love to live in....... she is my class teacher since 8th grade she taught me science then she started teaching me chemistry. i dunno her bday i dunno how old is she well she never tells! but her love and care for all of us is beyond our expectations!
she is both sweet and bitter as i wrote in that teacher's day note and i wanna be like her and i love her! i usually dont say stuff like this but i wanna make my children see her and i want to show them the woman who changed the dumbest of me into not so smart of me! the one who looks at the world with good thinking she never took me wrongly she always understands we are teenagers and even then she is the best one could ever have!
i went to school today she was inside her faculty her place her chamber in short and thats the place i have been visiting for this long!!

P.S. i combined three posts together so dont mind the content!!