Insightful Life

    the reason why i started writing was i had no one to tell all the things that were going on in my life i wasnt even that close to my friends those days, so i started writing on back of my copies and later they were replaced by letters that i wrote to my best friends. those letters had every small and big detail of my life which i didnt tell anyone and they made me feel immortal cause all of them are safe and i can get them back anyday to show them to my people, those memories are safe and are left to show all those coming.. then on my bday i got a diary as a precious gift and i kept on writing in it, even that i have 59 posts on this blog and this is the 60th post! i believe in making things and people immortal by writing down everything.         i started reading just for fun and ended up reading idk endless amount of books by now, they motivated me to write and create content of my own and today my dear you are here reading this :) ...

heyaaa!!! i dun know how many of you know about bucket list or not but surely there's a list in which we write about the things we want to do and want to have before death. well, i made one such list when i was really young and since i dont really have alot of ideas to write about i shall tell you about my bucket list

Heya!! I'm back with just another post, I have no clue what I'm going to write but ummm I have something on my mind right now so lets get started  it was years back when I was happy heh heh I'm still happy it's just that I'm missing out on something which I probably can't find right now, everything is on its place but I still lack something, may be those not so properly fought fights rip my soul apart before I go to sleep each night. Even today I woke up with lots of things in my mind I was scared I was wondering if these dreams mean anything if I should contact old aquantances here the question is not how go or bad it's going to be but do I even have the courage to speak to people? It takes a lot of courage to even speak to someone and it takes just 2 secs to call few very few people of my life. I usually don't contact people until something is really broken inside me or may be it's applicable to only someone, ughhh I'm back to where...

  the art of letting go  she was a fighter, he kept fighting the war inside of her heart. she was a surviver, he was the enemy indeed. 💖

 Sometimes it's really hard to tell if being true to yourself matters! Sometimes we all just break down and wait but this thing goes on and on until you feel like it's been almost forever.  I'm diksha singh, 17 years old blogger. My parents call me moody they have issues with this behaviour of mine but 

  heylooo everyone!! i hope you guys are doing good in life wellll i am sorry for being so irregular :X if love can fade, so can pain i was scrolling down my YT feed and there was a video captioned over moving on basically we all know that staying away from all this can make us strong.. let me share a small secret of mine here today     i was very young when i was addicted to television but it was not just* the box  of magical screen but it gave companionship to me.. after years of watching tv i was pretty much spoiled yet the time came when i was supposed to decide whether i want to be a nobody or somebody and at that moment i chose to stand for myself. i was a nobody even at that time but the desire of being somebody kept me going... i wanted to be someone i would desire i never wanted to be loved by anybody i was there alone when i needed someone to talk to so why would i care if someone else praises me when i smile so beautiful? they would call me heartless ...

  heyaaaa! i hope everyone is going great!  The fully half filled cup of Life ;) today i realised the cup of life can not be fully filled and why would it be?! today i watched the mentalmom series, which truly reflects many characters of life! from being a part of a good relationship to finding the ends of the blanket named 'perfection'

  heya i am so glad that i am finally writing something and this post is for my soul sister! God, destiny and soul :) i may sound a bit insane that i actually am but i do really believe in magic,destiny and soul. i may do not really believe in god that much or have profound knowledge of any existing god but the world does not end with this, i was and i am a really rebellious child of my very settling parents. i am not aware about how rest of the world works but for me i know that i am a born explorer and i deserve to see the world and find my place into it! we all are born for some place in this world yet some of us or most of us are unable to find theirs though in my case and in case of those rare people.. they run into wild and climb up the mountains to just find out what is best for them.. here, i am introducing myself to be one of them and letting my life into the stories of those who explored the world just for the sake of finding out where they do really stand! i dont think t...

 hey!!! Let's get some real this time <3 The FeMale: Why only her?  Today, I was chilling with my mother after lunch, at that moment we all of a sudden started talking about women and their fashion.. now, we are not any fashion designer but we were actually discussing a priest's judgment on women wearing short clothes. He was saying that women know how men think that's why they should wear decent clothes, well, for all of us the meaning of decent* may vary.. like for my mother and me we have our own way of dressing which is sub derived from our traditions umm knowing that we arent from any highly traditional place

 the female  the label of she/her does not just signify the existence of a female using it but moreover, it states that they have some stake in language as well. these days I am getting my french lessons with the help of Duolingo. there while studying the language I noticed that the French language has different words for feminine usage, they have given females their own place even in the language I don't know if I should stand in the line of gender-neutral people or say yay for seeing a feminine version of vocabulary itself. I am one of those people who would like to talk gender-neutral and even in our family, we support each other irrespective of age, gender, and all. then, the question is why am I feeling special after seeing a feminine version of the vocabulary?  I don't know the answer but while we are growing up we do miss out on things which make us question why we are the way we are.. now, no matter how feminist people act they do end up talking patriarchally ...

 hey everyone I hope you guys are doing well the birthday card I don't like birthdays really but since the last few years, my birthdays are getting worse and better eventually.. yes I mean it.. last year it was amazing and a year before that it was worst than a year before that worst birthday was fine and beautiful. about this year I am feeling like not having a let's celebrate kinda birthday really I am not feeling like meeting somebody. I guess that's just okay and I will be fine. I feel suppressed and invaluable even in the relationships that work out well on worldly standards, I don't understand why we can't just let things be in their places and sit back. 

 heya, everyone, I wanted to write something and there were things on my mind but they didn't come out to well when I started writing so now I am here again and I promised myself that I will finish this post so let's get started <3 to all the books I love!!! I have read some countless books in my life, to be honest, but here today I am going to tell you guys about that one thing I was thinking about over and over again, first of all.. i was a bit worried because I lost track of life about socialness yeah I stopped using twitter and yes, I was thinking about creating another blog for myself where I would purely endorse books which I think I can do here as well but I am not being sure if I am going to stick to my this little and tbh tiniest decision for too long. i am freaking out cause my exams are coming over and I am a bit impatient because the time is about to come when I will put all of me into that one thingy and I am freaking out! i am also an owner of an amazon affilia...

hey there!!     i hope everyone is doing good! its been so long since i wrote the last post actually its hard for me to even write regularly its just that i have plenty of things to study and my exams are coming so i need to be prepared... yes coming back to the topic!     her paws this isnt just the title its a feeling, an emotion for me...

 hey!!! i hope you enjoy reading and this brings some emotions to you :) the best mistake so far... sometimes its important for us to understand that all the mistakes that we have made by now aint really mistakes because once we reach to a certain level the filter of right and wrong goes missing... and each day that passes by i strive to believe more that may be it was my best mistake so far... i let go.. that was a tough time for me just like it would be for anyone of my age but it was really tough because i played no games i made it look real and felt the real grief in return that was all.. but now as i am growing older i see that letting go of all the people those once made me feel weak and unconfident aint worth the gross they created in my life. they aint worth the misery and the pain.. i realised that the most important person in my life so far is me.. i am the person whos going to decide whether i would earn 30k or 2l in coming years i will decide whether i want to really ma...