the best mistake so far...

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 hey!!! i hope you enjoy reading and this brings some emotions to you :)


the best mistake so far...

sometimes its important for us to understand that all the mistakes that we have made by now aint really mistakes because once we reach to a certain level the filter of right and wrong goes missing... and each day that passes by i strive to believe more that may be it was my best mistake so far...



i let go..

that was a tough time for me just like it would be for anyone of my age but it was really tough because i played no games i made it look real and felt the real grief in return that was all.. but now as i am growing older i see that letting go of all the people those once made me feel weak and unconfident aint worth the gross they created in my life. they aint worth the misery and the pain.. i realised that the most important person in my life so far is me.. i am the person whos going to decide whether i would earn 30k or 2l in coming years i will decide whether i want to really make a mark or just vanish just like other billions or zillions of people does! its up to us whether we want to make a difference or be a part of the change!! 


have no shame!! 

i really think about something and then what will my batch and my juniors might think hits my mind but the thing is i am cracking no iit or nit or government engineering college already so whats the big deal if i end up doing something entirely different as well? my life pushes me to pursue all those things i left long back because the things i do right now make me no happy either.. today i stand with my soul filled with misery but dreams of becoming someone admirable and not someone who would be a part of the change but someone who would make a change in her own family and community. i believe in living down to earth and moreover i believe in winning my respect. 

self satisfaction was a thing i missed a lot and now you see i stand by all those things now.. 


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