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  Hey everyone I hope you are doing good. updates on me? well, I don't even remember when was the last time I even posted on my blog, I will try to explain everything, I will try.

In my head and my memories I am seeing this comment for the first time cause I think I didn't get an email update on this, I met a friend who asked the same question if I am still writing anything and at that moment I got flashbacks about how I once used to write and how everyone umm some people liked it ALTHOUGH to me it felt like ancient history 

WHAT DID I ABBREVIATE FROM THE BLOG?

I went through some bad times lately and wasn't doing well last year and this year I have been too busy trying to get back more than I gave out in recent years and I love the new me 

I work out and take nothing to my heart yes it is working pretty well for me as well somehow

I could post a picture of my abs but I just applied for ad sense idk second or third time and I am in no mood to get my blog deleted instead.

yeah, more updates, I am also been busy with exams yes my engineering exams and my art exams have been keeping me up lately, rn I am waiting for my advanced results those who know this demon knows what I am referring to, cuet is there too yeah they got it hanging in there too. 

so that's all about this summer and last summer I perished? u think google would mind if I use a synonym 

WHY WAS I NOT WRITING?

the main question actually

I write what I feel and I didn't want the world to know how I was feeling I just wanted to keep it to myself, my misery was private. also, I all-have been thinking about some all-new blog aka website to upload all my stuff in one place

(i also wanted to stay out of drama and not let anyone know what was happening cause I was frustrated as well)

now it is all partly over I think I must kick start my creative cycle 

WAS I INTENTIONALLY NOT WRITING?

umm, yes, it wasn't bothering me as much too in some sense because I knew I was going to advance my game (the adjective and not the exam name) this winter/fall you will get podcasts, videos, and much more hopeful. I will make another website and also I will release a song yeah I wrote a song and I sang it too and now you think I have so much kept tightly packed in my creative zone to let out so yeah it is a little bit true, my friend asked me if I still write and I said nothing new actually and that didn't hit me so bad as when I saw this comment under my unfinished material did and I think someone other than someone I met recently in person asked this so I must do something about it and September is the month of love and a new start so hell yes I am here to stay or should I say take you all with me on this new journey we are yet to see with our very own eyes,

I am not ranting about private stuff or am I? I gave you all formal updates like what life can be like in the future and not like where I may shift this October?!!! yeah, nobody knows, even I am not aware cause results are not out and I don't know what's gonna happen and I just want some peace of mind tbh 

abbreviations I must explain what I typed up there as a title instead of my hey I am back the title it's just me telling what I have abbreviated recently from you, mostly everything I guess but whatever. we are going to start this new life afresh. 

Thank you for reading and commenting below about what kind of content you would like to see/listen to from my side. \

stay healthy and happy alright

DS