Insightful Life

Hey there!  I don't have much ideas so let's talk about love yeah my old all time favorite topic, let's talk about the idea of “the one” .  Umm.. feeling a bit shy to talk about this after a long time I have been writing about so much really so much and to be honest love hurts everyone or most of the people would agree on this! Sometimes we are just addicted to people sometimes we have affection for people sometimes we are infatuated dunno if i was in love or was infatuated but i know one thing that if you love someone truly then you love them for ever there are no ifs and buts…  BUT heh heh does it matter ? like if it has ended then it really doesn't matter if they were or they weren't not because they are hurt or you are hurt but also that its gone and if you keep on dwelling on something which is gone then (i forget the next lines I am listening to some songs and now i got distracted ughh). Yeah now i am back yet completely distracted so ...

Infinity  Hey there, I was planning to write about this since a really long time span like it is my one of the favorite things to talk about. Infinite is the amount of love our parents have for us, infinite is the amount of caring attitude our friends have for us, infinite is the amount of possessiveness our loved ones have for us, and so… there are plenty of such beautiful examples. The world is full of infinite possibilities we just have to look at the right place at the right time, this is a bit difficult to hold back tears in some moments when people assassinate one's character. I have gone through such events a lot like sometimes i am wrong sometimes i am right but when did the world got the right to judge me? There are infinite questions in mind of each one of us and they remain unanswered. Infinite trust, infinite care, infinite love, infinite emotions and infinite memories, ain't we submerged in the ocean of infinity. ...

Hope: eternal hey there!! (hope ahh i wanted to write about this just after umm let me keep it for you until i write the next book review!) each night we have some sense of belief that next morning we are going to meet someone we care about, do something that we cherish and relive the life we may or may not be so much grateful to live... now this is something called hope and yes my dear its eternal! since ages people hope to be forgiven, to relive and to become someone they always wanted. at times we end up whining over our past and of course we fret but there’s a thing there’s a hope that there’s something which we can still do, may be its not the best possible thing but its not the worst option either we just need to be more thoughtful and positive. lemme tell you all how it happened on my side how i thought i have lost the battle and won it in the end! or shall i ? tell me in the comments then i will write about it next time. hope can bring life to a dead soul now the i...

hey there !! the word road reminds me of my childhood memories about how my parents used to take me on evening walks well they used to carry me in their arms all along the way, these are my merry childhood memories. the roads of lal bagh and all the nature beauty residing in pantnagar especially the most beautiful smell of flowers during night. years passed away but i still remember , everything finely more than the natural beauty the safeness i felt with my parents was most special and unforgettable. i really don't feel safe around strangers even today i avoid such people. i feel safe with my few people like sammy sim deepak and sumit (one more). i know these people wont hurt me and they wont let anyone hurt me. these days i go on evening walks with my mother alone after 8 pm each night its only her and i, along the way may be its because she wants to make our bond stronger than before it isnt about that i know! sometimes we sit empty, think and analyze things around us after ...

Distraction: threat to inner peace. hey there!! distraction is one of the major problem reoccurring in the life of the people especially students. many students face this problem in today’s life even i do face such problems pretty often but i have really controlled my over access to all social handles like i use those for portraying the content i create that’s my priority. so the thing is first ask yourself honestly for what reasons are you using this thing? self introspection is needed to at least live without any regrets! if you are not happy with your own self then how are you going to make your family and the rest of the world love you as a person! if you are just wasting time then work the thing out! we are the creators of our destiny what we do makes the whole difference and really you need to make the whole difference by yourself... how to use social media and control the social life according to my priorities- ·        time management. ...

Till The Last Breath: Book Review this is the true story of hope, courage and love (real)! the characters of two patients Pihu (i loved her, really she made me cry) and Dushyant ( a guy to keep in mind and he do deserves some place in heart too) and his ex gf Kajal. the doctors Dr. Arman and Dr. Zarah, their life roaming around patients and their regrets of life! one thing ties the story strongly and thats the connection except Pihu each one had issues with their families well not discussing the whole story umm i better let you guys but the book and read it yourself because its a worth buying kind of book i must say! till the end you will see hope till the end you will see courage and in the end   you will be crying thats the most i can make you predict its ending!   being a doctor is a big job you need to be strong to have courage and empathy more than sympathy.this story made me realize why i didnt opt pcb why i didnt become a psychiatrist or even a doctor i dont ha...

Connection hey there!! hope all of you guys are doing good umm what good or bad umm for this line i would like to replace it with hope you are living the way you want to because that makes a person happy that makes a person keeps on moving even through all the ups and downs of the world. this matters right?? connection and coincidence are fond of me and i am fond of them as well we have something to do with each other. each day when i wake up the first thing which comes to my mind is the hope what if that one or two texts from that the one   are there. with time this excitement has decreased with hope is still there that one text, that one unblock and stuff like that its all at one place i wanna make it excellent i want to make it effortless even if it happens tomorrow! just each day i wait to see and relive the morning of 4 th of November heh heh thats not happening simply never ever but if it ever did i will be the one the luckiest person alive on this planet i swear! ...

Feeling lost hey there !! nowadays i am home for some time a whole month ughh... its crazy its tough so what i do the entire day is read books, study and do math yeahh and my mother says she’s in her world she doesnt smile she looks as if shes in tension and shes always lost! so this is what my mother says for me... now what i feel is i dunno how to be more active the thing i do the most is and i try to do is spend time with myself, reading books really make me happy and studying is to achieve something which which pay for all my bills obviously heh heh. computer science is my favorite and google or amazon is something i wanna work for now these dreamy and drizzy thoughts make me feel meaningful and make my mother think i am lost in my life. yeahh i am living a senseless and meaningless life and insecurity is on the top. insecure to such extent that i feel scared and i try to keep my privacy tight like who follows me and sees my stuff. i am always coscious about all this may...

Flash backs hey there!! im spending most of my time at home nowadays as here we are having summer holidays and i have plenty of books to read really plenty of books. i am reading the one you cannot have by preety shenoy. the story has many flash back scenes while reading i too went to my past those days and if you think i am only wondering about the days without you then no i miss the wish you as well just so many things but now i m a bit afraid if i could write i think i can write about it in future someday there’s so much may be who knows one day i will or my friend will write all these sweet cum cute memories in a book. i think this book will be a bestseller you know at the age of 15 who would believe that a person as young and innocent looking can come up with these many things. A part of me wanted to write about ghosting and online safety plus privacy so here it comes. ummm... have you ever been a victim of ghosting ?? well this happens with people often when they use...

I still think about you : book review now so that i have read the whole novel by Arpit Vageria the one thing i would love to ask him is   isnt this novel a non fiction ?? well i loved his work he poured down emotions feelings and all that under 100 and 78 or some pages really this book is one of the finest that i have ever read in my life i really loved it enjoyed it and if anyone ever asks me hows it then read it yourself its worth buying its ending is more prettier than the ending of any other book. the story may seem a bit shattered but the content in the end settles down and it leaves you so much astonished and amazed. why recommend ? 1.        this is a book of an indian author and if you think they dont write well or you think they create unnecessary drama like chetan bhagat then you need to read this novel   it will change the way you think!! 2.        its thin really like 178 pages aint much for a...

BOOK REVIEW : THE ONE YOU CAN NOT HAVE a life lesson as usual hard to accept. yeahh i finally finished the one you can not have by preety shenoy she really writes beautifully and realistically because this story has so much to do with more than four people their lives and stuff just each person had something beautiful to say and their condition feels so real. if i had to describe the book in two words then they would be real and magical   at times you will feel reality pouring down you while reading but rest of the story remains magical a bit of destined the characters appears! i read the book thoroughly   and felt like it shouldnt end but somewhere i knew it would... while the story keeps on moving on between the three protagonist Anjali Aman and Shruti they go in flashbacks   and i too went in to my past and felt like the things are happening again and to some extent i realized where i have been wrong (by wrong i mean too clingy) and how things could have...

Flash backs hey there!! i love this quote its for that one person!! who will never read my blog heh heh... im spending most of my time at home nowadays as here we are having summer holidays and i have plenty of books to read really plenty of books. i am reading the one you cannot have by preety shenoy. the story has many flash back scenes while reading i too went to my past those days and if you think i am only wondering about the days without you then no i miss the wish you as well just so many things but now i m a bit afraid if i could write i think i can write about it in future someday there’s so much may be who knows one day i will or my friend will write all these sweet cum cute memories in a book. i think this book will be a bestseller you know at the age of 15 who would believe that a person as young and innocent looking can come up with these many things. A part of me wanted to write about ghosting and online safety plus privacy so here it comes. ummm... have yo...