Feeling Lost
Feeling lost hey there !! nowadays i am home for some time a whole month ughh... its crazy its tough so what i do the entire day is read books, study and do math yeahh and my mother says she’s in her world she doesnt smile she looks as if shes in tension and shes always lost! so this is what my mother says for me... now what i feel is i dunno how to be more active the thing i do the most is and i try to do is spend time with myself, reading books really make me happy and studying is to achieve something which which pay for all my bills obviously heh heh. computer science is my favorite and google or amazon is something i wanna work for now these dreamy and drizzy thoughts make me feel meaningful and make my mother think i am lost in my life. yeahh i am living a senseless and meaningless life and insecurity is on the top. insecure to such extent that i feel scared and i try to keep my privacy tight like who follows me and sees my stuff. i am always coscious about all this may...