Insightful Life

hey there,  i have been writing but each time i backspaced everything ...i wont backspace what ever i am going to write here so.... i have been a little busy or i say a lot busy you know the life was easy when we were young, we never had to pick sides, we were just  moving along the way looking for a brighter tomorrow, if only life gets a lil' easy on us. i want freedom but i have a lot of burden on my shoulders, a life awaits my destiny turns and here we are at times apart at times together... i just wanna kill the stress and the annoyance but i dont wanna kill the past 'cause its pretty it belongs to people who taught me ~ how to trust, whom not to trust and move on... if i get the chance to change my life and  make it easier i wont choose it you know why, because pain is the key to strength... without breaking we cant learn to put ourselves back to our initial position. i am going to keep this post short because i havent rested yet and i need to study as well... exa...

hey there! sorry i was busy these days you know studies and stuff! i didn't click any photos lately so this post is going to be plane and simple plus i am not in mood to download quotes or anything so lets get started... compatible is the word you might have heard here and there from trillions of zillions of people around but what does it really mean like you know? according to me and not using any google the genius here my answer is - when two people want same things, they are good together, they never fight, they never complain they always understand and love each other at each step each level of life now all this "meaning of compatible" comes from my relationship with my best friend. we never fight, she never hurts me, and we know each other way better than we know ourselves!   it gets even better when the relationship is a long-term relationship, where those two get the opportunity to make splendid memories together!  how to check if you two are enough compati...

Hey there  Hope everyone is good! Well I am back to my work after a long stressful time so i decided to write about none other than “LONELINESS” hm lets start now First of all let me tell you that i am playing a ted talk video on YouTube and also writing this blog post so the first thing is I literally want to ask you guys before you people start judging me whether i even know what depression and loneliness actually is ?! I wanna ask you people do you understand and if you do ? have you ever experienced being lonely. Now let me tell you there's some difference between alone and lonely. Alone is when you are with no one and you are okay with it. Loneliness is when you are with no one and the world starts looking scarier minute by minute… when you feel like nobody cares, when you get all the negative thoughts of this world… when you wanna cry when you wanna let things be just the way they are when you cry inside and smile outside, when you wanna leave every pr...

Hey there,  Hope everyone is good and trying their best to live happily… this greeting seems more realistic than hi hope y'all doin’ good somewhat also because we all know the real/ insightful sight of this world we all suffer and we all revive the remains of us from our past.  Today i was standing in my varanda and was also staring at the man who was on a tractor, trimming the grass on the ground. Dunno why but I was really fascinated. The way he was doing his work showed how sincere he was while completing his task. He was doing his task wholeheartedly i wanna be like him not that i wanna trim grass in the middle of the day when the sun rays tan you but i wanna love whatever i will do in my future i wanna be an expert of my task.  Hey there, i am writing again dunno if i am really going to post this but yeah i am feeling drained i need someone to talk to i need to confess my feelings to someone its okay to be alone or is it okay to break all bonds...

Hey there!  I don't have much ideas so let's talk about love yeah my old all time favorite topic, let's talk about the idea of “the one” .  Umm.. feeling a bit shy to talk about this after a long time I have been writing about so much really so much and to be honest love hurts everyone or most of the people would agree on this! Sometimes we are just addicted to people sometimes we have affection for people sometimes we are infatuated dunno if i was in love or was infatuated but i know one thing that if you love someone truly then you love them for ever there are no ifs and buts…  BUT heh heh does it matter ? like if it has ended then it really doesn't matter if they were or they weren't not because they are hurt or you are hurt but also that its gone and if you keep on dwelling on something which is gone then (i forget the next lines I am listening to some songs and now i got distracted ughh). Yeah now i am back yet completely distracted so ...

Infinity  Hey there, I was planning to write about this since a really long time span like it is my one of the favorite things to talk about. Infinite is the amount of love our parents have for us, infinite is the amount of caring attitude our friends have for us, infinite is the amount of possessiveness our loved ones have for us, and so… there are plenty of such beautiful examples. The world is full of infinite possibilities we just have to look at the right place at the right time, this is a bit difficult to hold back tears in some moments when people assassinate one's character. I have gone through such events a lot like sometimes i am wrong sometimes i am right but when did the world got the right to judge me? There are infinite questions in mind of each one of us and they remain unanswered. Infinite trust, infinite care, infinite love, infinite emotions and infinite memories, ain't we submerged in the ocean of infinity. ...

Hope: eternal hey there!! (hope ahh i wanted to write about this just after umm let me keep it for you until i write the next book review!) each night we have some sense of belief that next morning we are going to meet someone we care about, do something that we cherish and relive the life we may or may not be so much grateful to live... now this is something called hope and yes my dear its eternal! since ages people hope to be forgiven, to relive and to become someone they always wanted. at times we end up whining over our past and of course we fret but there’s a thing there’s a hope that there’s something which we can still do, may be its not the best possible thing but its not the worst option either we just need to be more thoughtful and positive. lemme tell you all how it happened on my side how i thought i have lost the battle and won it in the end! or shall i ? tell me in the comments then i will write about it next time. hope can bring life to a dead soul now the i...

hey there !! the word road reminds me of my childhood memories about how my parents used to take me on evening walks well they used to carry me in their arms all along the way, these are my merry childhood memories. the roads of lal bagh and all the nature beauty residing in pantnagar especially the most beautiful smell of flowers during night. years passed away but i still remember , everything finely more than the natural beauty the safeness i felt with my parents was most special and unforgettable. i really don't feel safe around strangers even today i avoid such people. i feel safe with my few people like sammy sim deepak and sumit (one more). i know these people wont hurt me and they wont let anyone hurt me. these days i go on evening walks with my mother alone after 8 pm each night its only her and i, along the way may be its because she wants to make our bond stronger than before it isnt about that i know! sometimes we sit empty, think and analyze things around us after ...

Distraction: threat to inner peace. hey there!! distraction is one of the major problem reoccurring in the life of the people especially students. many students face this problem in today’s life even i do face such problems pretty often but i have really controlled my over access to all social handles like i use those for portraying the content i create that’s my priority. so the thing is first ask yourself honestly for what reasons are you using this thing? self introspection is needed to at least live without any regrets! if you are not happy with your own self then how are you going to make your family and the rest of the world love you as a person! if you are just wasting time then work the thing out! we are the creators of our destiny what we do makes the whole difference and really you need to make the whole difference by yourself... how to use social media and control the social life according to my priorities- ·        time management. ...

Till The Last Breath: Book Review this is the true story of hope, courage and love (real)! the characters of two patients Pihu (i loved her, really she made me cry) and Dushyant ( a guy to keep in mind and he do deserves some place in heart too) and his ex gf Kajal. the doctors Dr. Arman and Dr. Zarah, their life roaming around patients and their regrets of life! one thing ties the story strongly and thats the connection except Pihu each one had issues with their families well not discussing the whole story umm i better let you guys but the book and read it yourself because its a worth buying kind of book i must say! till the end you will see hope till the end you will see courage and in the end   you will be crying thats the most i can make you predict its ending!   being a doctor is a big job you need to be strong to have courage and empathy more than sympathy.this story made me realize why i didnt opt pcb why i didnt become a psychiatrist or even a doctor i dont ha...

Connection hey there!! hope all of you guys are doing good umm what good or bad umm for this line i would like to replace it with hope you are living the way you want to because that makes a person happy that makes a person keeps on moving even through all the ups and downs of the world. this matters right?? connection and coincidence are fond of me and i am fond of them as well we have something to do with each other. each day when i wake up the first thing which comes to my mind is the hope what if that one or two texts from that the one   are there. with time this excitement has decreased with hope is still there that one text, that one unblock and stuff like that its all at one place i wanna make it excellent i want to make it effortless even if it happens tomorrow! just each day i wait to see and relive the morning of 4 th of November heh heh thats not happening simply never ever but if it ever did i will be the one the luckiest person alive on this planet i swear! ...

Feeling lost hey there !! nowadays i am home for some time a whole month ughh... its crazy its tough so what i do the entire day is read books, study and do math yeahh and my mother says she’s in her world she doesnt smile she looks as if shes in tension and shes always lost! so this is what my mother says for me... now what i feel is i dunno how to be more active the thing i do the most is and i try to do is spend time with myself, reading books really make me happy and studying is to achieve something which which pay for all my bills obviously heh heh. computer science is my favorite and google or amazon is something i wanna work for now these dreamy and drizzy thoughts make me feel meaningful and make my mother think i am lost in my life. yeahh i am living a senseless and meaningless life and insecurity is on the top. insecure to such extent that i feel scared and i try to keep my privacy tight like who follows me and sees my stuff. i am always coscious about all this may...