The belief system.

There has been a struggle between humankind in understanding the existence of the universe. Many great minds contributed to the field through physics, biology, mathematics, chemistry, geology, and even spirituality to some greater extent. Today, we may not be excelling on spiritual levels because of the tremendous spread of sciences among people, but we have reached a time when the existence of our universe and that of some others is no mystery. I believe the time is not far when taboos and myths would no longer be a reason for anyone's suffering. There will always be spirituality and people questioning each other's practices, but we need to be at peace with ourselves. 

                                                     i know my god and my god knows me.

                                                                                                             ~diksha singh.

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Believing in a methodology and practicing it can be very difficult when time gets rough and we have nobody to blame but our beliefs. Each age group is likely to be equally dependent on their belief system. Whether we analyze daily habits or traveling schedules, it is everywhere with everyone. Spirituality could get shattered if practicing customs is not enforced well. Each altered chain of thoughts can be our religion though we are not seeing any such wave coming because of the lack of enforcement. During early periods, people developed a system and enforced it on others though nowadays, We tend to keep our beliefs and practices to ourselves. Most people are spiritually active in their lives but, they have cultivated a belief system which supports their mental peace and let them grow as an individual. Walking on their favorites roads, seeing the sky at their favorite time, and doing all these little self-love acts are helping them grow peaceful in their hectic lives. They believe in God who does not seek cruel judgments and fear to make people love it. My daily schedule is my religion and the mysterious power governing my destiny is my god. I do make efforts to make it easy or difficult for myself but that's what it is now for most of us.

                                                          belief isnt something we are born with

                                                              it is what we cultivate as we grow.  ~diksha singh.

My perception.

I believe stealing time for the little acts of self-love is very important. Just sitting watching kids play or listening to the sound of birds chirping and writing or reading helps in a million ways. The art of believing in something bigger than ourselves is a mysterious process. We need to trust the process to have poise. Lately, I've been going through a tough time. All the things that happened started making no sense and, I lost my belief because the system I had shattered into bits, now nothing made sense. I spent some days being downhearted, I am not sure if this time was some days because at most I had nobody to reach out to and get help. later the bigger disaster came which was foreseen though it had a fine impact on me, this time I had someone to look after me, my broken and cranky self needed someone who would not judge me but just simply be there for me because I was lost on another level. I had people around me but they did not understand me. I was misunderstood and I knew this. the bigger problem was I couldn't figure out what to do and see what's real and what's not and when I tried I went downhill and died cause I broke the heart of someone who means the world to me and the only person I thought who understands me as nobody else does. the missing piece of me is not about anything or everything but being there when we need them. I guess I wasn't there when I should have and this is the aftereffect of it. well, I have been started to feel elevated and writing can be a reason for it. I know I should a lot but I call it my life. being misunderstood and not understanding the reality is like two things happening. now I make no sense but it's my dark mirror and you have come so far so yay.

                                                                    if it isnt perfect, its not the end.

conclusion.

I really doubt if you have reached this far but thanks for reading and I will just say I am trying to fix my system and it'll take time to recover yet I believe all the pain we go through makes us stronger and improve us to another extend. I have fought some bigger and smaller battles i think and what's in future is a mystery foreseen hehe i just want to stay strong and let the change bring some healing to me. 

all the best strangers! i hope you do well and see you.

                                                                  seek truth, you'll find world.

                                                                    close eyes, you'll find love.

                                                                                  believe me.

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