'CAUSE YOU MATTER

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 heyaa friendss!! i hope you all guys are doing great in life 


about last night.. i wasnt going to write so soon because i want to focus on growth and promotion of my content rather than making it tough for people to reach my posts once they get piled up on one another. well, last night i was just searching for some information regarding my exam and books at that moment i felt like re-reading my blog because i dont get enough time to actually read my content as a reader/viewer.  there i found this comment which i think made me feel a little confused may be 


to be continued, cause you matter..  making things like this for people you do not even know never works well.. you dont know me really or what i have gone through in life.. you see the fun side of every pleasure but do you even see how many sacrifices i have made in my life? being an ordinary 17 year old and being i dont like to say it this way but still " a global blogger with 6k views and a once upon a time board topper" if you think i will regret a life one like this than may be you are wrong :) or even if you are right.. does it matter really?! just think i decided to make people laugh on me and i made my best friends leave me and i made people get cringe off me? does it matter to you? well... i am happy you read and that you at least visited my site :) 


to the rest of my people! i really love when people read my blog and they leave comments for me either bad or good.. it doesnt really matter to me. comments and what people say is what they say.. i know who i actually am and what i really want to be..and this non-monetizing blog is just my journey from 2018 and its still on! i wonder if i would ever give up on this because i really love this place and its  growing gradually so i am glad. 


i feel really good when i see people growing my community up here! when i see people texting me over to help me with the views.. so getting a bit of what you call it criticism yes!! i dont care if someone doesnt like the way i write because the purpose of starting this blog was never to please anyone but i surely wanted to find people who could relate to my ideas and my beliefs.. because when i was young i was judged and disliked for all the things i did.. i was different and i still am but the only thing i learnt so far is: you got to love yourself like nobody else, cause you matter!! i am no showing off or anything by sharing all this because i know there are people who have more than what i do and there are people who have less than what i have but the thing is we all love being a part of writing community and we write like there's nobody reading it sometimes XD okay keeping jokes apart.. my motive is to give people the confidence that they lack!! you may look miserable to one but you are always pretty to another dude!! just think you are unique and you may not have the best handwriting or the best drawing skills but you do have a different way of seeing things and if you are able to walk and speak on your own if you have the power to convince then why are you feeling like you cant do anything special? you can make this world a better place but first you have to start doing something because all these somethings make a big difference someday!! 



 

people ask me the secret behind some of my best photographs.. well, i think all the best models and photographers know this.. its about doing it and capturing it on the moment when it feels right.. you have to feel its beautiful and you have to believe its the best thing ever that you just captured! dont leave something until you feel its done from your side.. now yes that also goes to relationships.. i also did some crazy mistakes but i did my best if i did work out yet pretended to work out well though i knew it would just keep on killing me and blaming me for staying longer than i should have so i left the battle and swear to god i do not regret on what i have lost.. because losing people gives you assurance at times that you are worth something that they do not have.. sometimes they have ego, they lack patience and most importantly sometimes they are players! but you my dear reader aint no volleyball!
pardon me if it hurts someone. 

okay!! i have written a lot i think and i also believe i went a little off beat but i have worked so much on this that i can not draft it i already have like ten drafts pending on my shoulders ughh .. also, thanks for the comment!! 

so byee and all my love!! 

#ds 


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