the art of NOT giving up

 heylo! i hope you guys are doing great ^~^ 

the art of NOT giving up 

last night something happened when i had to make a choice between holding on and moving on and i did not take the decision instantaneously.. i pretended to sleep and kept thinking about it, the thing is i can not give up this time.. i have left things undone but the last time i left when i shouldn't have the wounds didn't heal until now.. i still have scars and really god sent this miracle on earth to love those scars and embrace the beauty they are carved on.. the time, the things, the coincidences, the miracle it wouldn't happen ever again the way it did these days but the art of NOT giving up kept me going... the strongest stories belongs to bold characters.. if there's no pain then there's no beauty.. because every beautiful things carry a bit of struggle and an ounce of sadness init. 

when i was a child i had the choice to surrender myself to an ordinary life or make it worth living.. that day i decided to have pain, struggle and an ounce of sadness.. but i didn't give up! i knew the things are hard but little did i know that everything is worth it. i had a madness which kept me going even when i could have stopped.. when others accepted it as fate, i kept on doing little by little and one fine day my efforts made the difference between those who left the battle without even fighting properly and me who had no chance but still i gave myself the importance needed and did not give up. i had no fury for winning the war so well but the had to make some dreams come true and i believed in THE ART OF NOT GIVING UP!! 

i still remember, those not so properly fought fights still eat me alive.. say all that you want to say, do what you want to do, make a mark that even you wont forget and damn shouldn't regret!! if it requires breaking all the promises then do it just dont end it in a way that you would regret later in life.. dont make it a story which you wouldnt like to narrate instead of regretting it happening and acting like a victim make a move and end it worth listening! your life is your story and you need to have a command over it.. if you cant shape your own story then its never really been yours! you were being controlled and played with. played with emotions or played with mind now you understand and think over it whether you want to make it your own story or make it a hard to narrate and even harder to think of kinda story of your life. 

at the end, i would like to say that you shouldnt give up on something no matter how tough the situation is.. i am not saying do everything which is in front of you but i definitely supporting the idea of choosing the things that matter to you and letting the rest undone because from 10 years from now on you wont think about the tini mini things of life but the things which would have made a mark in your life and those around you! you may start from zero like many others do.. but if you end with zero then you might regret it! you know, there are plenty of people who started with nothing nobody says a thing about that but if you end with nothing then you have done the worst for you! 

remember, phoenix rises from its own ashes :)

amen :)