is it raining?

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heyo!

is it raining? 

now, by rain i am pointing towards your life! is it raining? are you getting the bliss in your life? are you looking at your self and rethinking about your decisions? or are you really busy creating your and your family's future? are you filled with regrets and not doing anything about them? do you know how to feel guilt? 

yeah, enough of questions and will answer them together!tbh, this title just came to my mind and i started writing about it all of a sudden, i had no particular issues or ideas but now since i am writing and for you that now you are reading here's a post :P




i was very young when my parents made me realise i will lose the game of life if i dont put my 100 percent into it from those days till today you may say umm around 7 years later..i am here typing this post on my laptop and here's you who may be from agerntina/usa/ india/ or anyother country reading it :D thats what they meant i created something useful something good out of my life.. i am trying to make myself immortal with the help of my doings and my content.. i want to live here for ever in someone's thoughts and someone's diary :) even further, i want to look after my people and ensure their well being i want to get the best out of my life and yes, thats the story and the theme of my life.. the plot is not even 50 percent done but i am planning to make my story strong and worth knowing/reading someday ;) 

now again, about the rain here in india we are having monsoon and i am waiting for those never ending rainfalls but they aint happening right now which is partially frustrating because i love rain a lot! and to me, the meaning of rain is hope, happiness, the ultimate blessing from above which is somewhat like a gift but also a result of our deeds. just the way i consider life to be ;)  so is it raining in your life? are you getting most out of what you have ? you dont have to go somewhere far for that, neither you have to travel to a different place.. just the true happiness and peace lies within you. 

yes, happiness and peace i will write about it someday as i have promised XD and i never do but i will surely.. so hmmm try to be happy with what you have thats the key to happiness. because if you have something lil and you are not happy with it what is the possibility you will find your happiness in something big too? because still there will be things better than you possess?! what would you do? i know your answer is keep on looking for better and doing great things.. and blah blah but hey?! what is the point of building a materialist world around you if you dont know how many cousins you have and to which place you truly belong to? if you cant speak your own language well or if you cant spend stress free weekends with your family.. what is the point of having money if you cant drop
 your kids to school and help them doing homework!!!! 







sometimes, i think about the decisions i made and the decisions that were made on me.. and i realised i was wrong so many times, i wasnt compatible so many times, i was clingy and i was too young. it took me enough time to finally say i didnt belong to the place i was trying to fit in!! i wasnt made to live that life.. i am being raised to be someone different and entirely what they say ideal example for my own people.. i have deeply felt no matter how you try or do whatever.. you will only fit into the place you belong to.. god throws you down and god picks you up and fits you in something precious. i personally felt this when my life changed.. i didnt belong to the toxicity of the people i was with. i belonged to the serenity of what i have now.. we dont get what we want, we get what we need the most.. god saved me when he thought i was losing the battle and was losing myself.. may be its all destined.

idk i just have written so much!! and i hope you are still reading this.. and i have gotten many viewers from usa with the help of twitter so i am highly thankfull for that! idk what i wrote or what i missed but here's this post and i hope you like it :) let this rainfall be fruitfull enough to all of us.. amen

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