wishes and expectations
see its a Sunday post i don't like writing Sunday post every time but after writing Sunday i feel like i made it to another week i survived for one week and another is knocking on my door okay enough of drama lets come to point...
WISHES
feel or express a strong desire or hope for something that cannot or probably will not happen.
this is the meaning of wish i found online but hey wait don't they mean more than this yes they do many of us live only to fulfill these. i personally believe in wishing and fulfilling them yet sometimes our wishes cant be fulfilled by us and at that very moment we started expecting so wishes are something what we do and when they go out of our control they become expectations.
EXPECTATIONS
i need not write a definition for this every one once in their life have gone through a lot and the major reason most probably stays expecting stuff from others yeah we kinda at least i kinda expect a lot from people around yeah just a lot sometimes even the dearest once cant get me
sorry may be i m too crazy for you
they say i need time well i truly agree with them but don't you think for once if i am reacting this weird over texts what might have been going on deep inside me i get upset really fast my heart breaks in to two pieces one for you and one for me as a gift of yours all that sadness,loneliness,depression and anxiety. many of you wont get it but hey sometimes we should let ourselves free and go with the flow doesn't matter what will happen next the world doesn't care it never cared for me when i was dying and now when i am alive do you really think i should live on the standards of that world which doesn't care whether I'm alive or dead. they have plenty of rumours may be they are true as well but all what matters is YOU yes i once said
everything is fine as long as we are friends
i shouldn't mix my physical pain with my emotional pain but i cant control myself sometimes things go beyond control and let me tell you diksha singh in pain is just like diksha singh drunk theres not much difference i wont hurt myself physically cause I'm already in pain so i do something i like doing deleting myself from people around it kinda really helps.
i wrote a lot well i will write more sky isn't or is the limit i read once in byjus they are really nice people they teach pretty well my friends are the bravest people ever existed because the kinda things i do in my life are just insane i go sad easily well i cant cry anymore so far actually i have been enough hurt in my life now no one can hurt me I'm self hurt but physically and mentally I'm just me not good looking types not gf types I'm more of nerdy I'm clumsy I'm a cry baby i get hurt easily i get mood swings and they ain't simple ones they are extreme for 10 mins i cry and the next 10 mins i spend laughing or blushing my life never stays stable my life never goes on simple right now i needed to talk to someone and pour my heart out yet I'm just typing and typing and typing continuously i cant live without writing cause i cant spell my thoughts out my feelings out may be i shouldn't react the way i m reacting rightnow and relax for some time
WISHES
feel or express a strong desire or hope for something that cannot or probably will not happen.
this is the meaning of wish i found online but hey wait don't they mean more than this yes they do many of us live only to fulfill these. i personally believe in wishing and fulfilling them yet sometimes our wishes cant be fulfilled by us and at that very moment we started expecting so wishes are something what we do and when they go out of our control they become expectations.
EXPECTATIONS
i need not write a definition for this every one once in their life have gone through a lot and the major reason most probably stays expecting stuff from others yeah we kinda at least i kinda expect a lot from people around yeah just a lot sometimes even the dearest once cant get me
sorry may be i m too crazy for you
they say i need time well i truly agree with them but don't you think for once if i am reacting this weird over texts what might have been going on deep inside me i get upset really fast my heart breaks in to two pieces one for you and one for me as a gift of yours all that sadness,loneliness,depression and anxiety. many of you wont get it but hey sometimes we should let ourselves free and go with the flow doesn't matter what will happen next the world doesn't care it never cared for me when i was dying and now when i am alive do you really think i should live on the standards of that world which doesn't care whether I'm alive or dead. they have plenty of rumours may be they are true as well but all what matters is YOU yes i once said
everything is fine as long as we are friends
i shouldn't mix my physical pain with my emotional pain but i cant control myself sometimes things go beyond control and let me tell you diksha singh in pain is just like diksha singh drunk theres not much difference i wont hurt myself physically cause I'm already in pain so i do something i like doing deleting myself from people around it kinda really helps.
i wrote a lot well i will write more sky isn't or is the limit i read once in byjus they are really nice people they teach pretty well my friends are the bravest people ever existed because the kinda things i do in my life are just insane i go sad easily well i cant cry anymore so far actually i have been enough hurt in my life now no one can hurt me I'm self hurt but physically and mentally I'm just me not good looking types not gf types I'm more of nerdy I'm clumsy I'm a cry baby i get hurt easily i get mood swings and they ain't simple ones they are extreme for 10 mins i cry and the next 10 mins i spend laughing or blushing my life never stays stable my life never goes on simple right now i needed to talk to someone and pour my heart out yet I'm just typing and typing and typing continuously i cant live without writing cause i cant spell my thoughts out my feelings out may be i shouldn't react the way i m reacting rightnow and relax for some time
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